paper roses

2012-02-01T22:42:00.001+08:00

Cultural module so tedious. Lots of memorising and knowing extra knowledge.
I thought being a pre school teacher is easy, its so not since kids are damn smart at a young age. Proven. I'm amazed by my kids, tsk tsk.
Okay, time to chill then lets do a lil work, I hope.
Doing 5 length presentations since just now is such a big achievement. Oh yeaa! Go me!(:

2012-01-29T22:27:00.001+08:00

Alright, no more upcoming hols for feb.
Time to focus on school! Let's go!

2012-01-25T22:43:00.003+08:00

It's time to channel my energy to more major things like my school and future career.
Gonna leave some matter to Allah, cos only he knows what's best for me.
I do hope I am able to channel my energy to the right things.

2012-01-24T18:59:00.003+08:00

Maybe I shouldn't fall too deep into it.
Gotta guard what's mine.
It's gonna be hard, but let's try this.
Gotta love myself much more(:

2012-01-21T20:37:00.000+08:00

Right now, all I am wishing is that things get better. Like really. Some matters do pull me down to the bottom and here I am trying to pull myself up again. It's never easy to get away from all the negative thoughts which haunts you at night.

Happy thoughts, happy thoughts. If only words was easily done then said.

2012-01-21T01:14:00.002+08:00

Torn between 2 things. Dont know which way to go. More of, which way is really the best for me.

2012-01-12T23:15:00.001+08:00

Havent update this blog for 2012.
Trying to get the momentum of school again after a month plus of holiday.
I'm trying to finish up my work on time so that I dont get so stress out and have lots of work when the next module start next month.
The activities of Cultural module is repetitive but I still havent get it into my head fully. Gonna make sure I get the first part cleared by this weekend.
Close friend withdraw from the course, honestly its wierd. I cant help but say it. And its so rare that Im actually quiet in class.
Attachment wise, I love my kiddos despite how jumpy they can be. I cant help but pamper them. I so gotta make them more independent, Im trying Im trying. (:
Okay back to do work.
sucks, I wont see the boy this weekend cos of outfield. Nvm, shall dedicate the time to TAs and material making(:
I need to be more optimistic manz, there is this little thing in me which drags me down to negativity,fighting it is tough.
Goodnight everyone(:

2011-12-31T18:52:00.003+08:00

Well spent on the last day of year 2011(:

Send cousins back off to canada > met the 09S15 for lunch(: Awesome day despite the pain I was having when I was out. I'll say I had a great time meeting the class again, miss the old times(:

Well, 2011 has got to be my most toughest yet fulfilling year I had. From working at CPF to getting A level results to working other jobs and finding my future path. Gotta thank everyone in my life who was with me when I needed the support during my toughest time of life in 2011. Im glad that the obstacle faced made me even stronger. Forging new friendships and enjoying it to the fullest too(: Its a year I actually grew up, hahah! Reaching adulthood is like woah man! Not that easy, but hey at least I tried and I managed.

This has also been a year where the bond in my family got stronger, even with my uncles and aunties(:

Bestfriends,good friends and friends who always ensure I'm doing okay, making effort to make me smile(:

Favourite boy too, NS definitely changed things between us, but thank god we are still strong and awesome!

I definitely love 2011 though I miss my jc life alot.

2012 is definitely gonna be a hectic year. Gonna complete my course,back to back modules. Gotta learn to juggle it well. Think what comes next. But with loved ones around me, 2012, BRING IT ON BABY! It may be tough, but why not(:

Shit, the no. 2 starts appearing too,sighhhh!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

MUCH LOVEEEEE!(:

2011-12-29T22:01:00.003+08:00

Looked thru photos of A.S.H in secondary school. HAHAH! We grow up manz.
Reminiscing the past definitely made me smile alot! HAHAHA!

Now(:

Then(:

2011-12-28T21:15:00.000+08:00

okay, focus on his face. I think he look like a little kid(:

Anyhoos, New Year's Eve is awesome, its hilarious(: Rushed lunch & movie . But it was fun while it lasted(: And I got a new soft toy- Dragon stitch, freaking cute man! especially the dragon costume,HAHA.

Okay, Im done here(:

2011-12-15T15:36:00.002+08:00

Hi mussy, get well soon!(:

2011-12-13T23:56:00.003+08:00

A&F dudes(:

Had fun shopping with amira. And all the random things we do. Aisyah, we still miss you(:

Been wanting to take photo with A&F dudes, and yes, here is the first photo we took. We were shocked when all 5 guys decided to take photo with us,since we only thought of taking with 2 only. But hey, the more the merrier. Fun man. I mean not easy to get opportunity like this. hehe.

Sis going on operation tmr, hope all goes well and the operation proceeds.

dear boy, I miss you badly now;

On a brighter note, his parade is coming up this friday, yay yay(: But cant attend since I gotta be there for sis in the hospital.

2011-12-10T23:29:00.001+08:00

I wanna read a good book now.
I wanna watch Afiqa's dance performance tmr.
I wanna go for 09S15 class gathering tmr.
And I cant do all those because I got religious class exams.maaaannnn.
Because I'm bored, my mind gets occupied, so thats when paranoia comes in too. Negative thoughts keep running in my head. Why oh why. It's really not good.
So you see, right now, I need a good companion all because of the thoughts in my head.
I should watch a sad love story or smth now, HAHAHAH!

2011-12-07T17:01:00.001+08:00

MY PRINCESS is an awesome show<3 <3 Got me addicted to it. Another good romance comedy. I like the very happy ending. Its not those happy filled with tears ending, more of happy with a big smile on your face ending. If I even make sense.
Now the show is done, I should really study for exams this sunday, which I cant bring myself to.
Okay, I wanna eat chocolates now, I am hungry.

2011-11-27T23:18:00.001+08:00

Upcoming week is gonna be exciting! Provided things dont change at the last minute.
MAMA in Spore, though I am not even watching it.
Cousins from Canada visiting us in Spore!(:
Meeting up with CPF colleagues! Woohoo!
MBS on the weekends! USS too maybe(:
And lastly, that dude is coming back to Spore on a Sunday!!(:
wheeee!
And I am going to slack at home to catch up with movies, dramas and books.
Oh yeaaa(:

2011-11-25T01:51:00.001+08:00

twenty, twenty, twenty<3

2011-11-24T23:28:00.001+08:00

OH YEA! FILE AND ESSAY ALL READY TO BE HANDED IN.
Though i'm not exactly satisfied with my essay, but I still did my best(: It's all in Allah's hand now(:
10 more days<3

2011-11-23T20:48:00.001+08:00

Friday quickly come!
I have awesome books ready to be read.
Awesome shows to watch.
Now, that's how I wanna spend my holidays(:

2011-11-20T22:38:00.001+08:00

Essay, why you so annoying to me, argh.
I so wanna get this done and over with, I wanna watch shows man!

2011-11-19T21:16:00.001+08:00

Okay since I was doing research for my essay, just wanna share smth I saw at attachment centre a few week back, hehe. Well it might not be a big deal, but to me it is.

Saw how some of the older kids takes care of the nursery and playgroup kids. And they treat the little ones like their own siblings. And the best part was when the older one wipe the nose of the lil one cos he had flu. I mean, the older one had a choice to not do it because it might seem a little gross, but he still did it anyway. I just find it adorable to have moments like this in school.

On a side note, I do miss my kiddos.Hahah

2011-11-18T22:07:00.001+08:00

I am dreading the essay so bad, why oh why.
But I want it done and over with.
How ironic, sheesh.
Must do,must do, must do.

2011-11-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

I have a week left to complete everything. I have completed half of what needs to be done with Essay left only, but why do I keep thinking as if I wont finish my assignment on time? when I actually follow according to plan.
Either that or I am just too eager to finish everything fast. Cant believe I cant sleep cos I keep thinking about work.
Gawd, I am wierd. That is it, I wanna sleep. Print TAs, cut materials tmr morning before kick start my essay.
Goodnight world!(:

2011-11-16T02:01:00.001+08:00

ah, it sucks when you waste papers printing the wrong things!
I gotta stop doing that man, I'm not saving the tree a single bit ):
I feel so guilty wasting paper. Oh well shall give the wrongly printed materials to the twins, since it is kinda useful for them anyway.
One more part for the TA and I'm settled for part 1 of the file. Left with essay, my number games, and the extra reading. All by next week, I mean yea its possible, its just that I spend half the day doing nth, sheesh.
Gonna keep up with work till next week(:

Its finally his nineteenth birthday!

Happy Birthday(: Though you are stuck in Taiwan now,HAHA!

Okay, I should sleep, study date with Ashy tmr!
Better clear work load man.

PS: I still feel guilty over the wrongly printed paper,sigh.

2011-11-15T00:53:00.001+08:00

School is over, but gotta clear the file and essay by next week.
Practical test was okay(: Thank god.
Life's good.
No matter where you are, you always make me smile no matter what;

2011-11-07T20:20:00.002+08:00

Cleared cleared cleared this week piling work! Oh yeaaaaa! Kept thinking every night when I am going to complete them, print them, file them up.
Last week of lessons this week(: then its practical test and chiong essay for the module. How lovely.
Long weekend was kinda okay I guess, didnt do much except visiting grandparents house & going to east coast park with the family. And yes, completing my work.
And for the past 2 months, I have been falling ill. bad bad bad, my immune system has not been nice to me. sigh, coughing like crazy still,but I so need to recover so the kiddos dont get it .
Okay, im off to slack then do material making!

2011-11-05T19:03:00.001+08:00

Everyone around me is getting sick , and yes including me and ck. argh
Well, eventhough I am still sick, I still cant stop drinking cold water, hahah!
Okay enough, must finish my overdue assignments of the week,toodles.

2011-11-03T23:41:00.003+08:00

That's it I am so going to coffeebean or any coffee place around me.
I am just gonna get a good cup of drink , prolly caramel ice blended with whip cream, and chill while doing my work. Cos thats what I feel like doing and I focus better (:
Doing work at home makes me sleepy.Cant focus.
Gotta finish by saturday so I can enjoy my sunday and monday! WHEE.
Anyway, what is up with my immune system. Down with sore throat and a lil bit of flu.
When I thought, my immune system was good like in the past, sheesh. I must be getting old, sigh.
Random thought: I enjoy doing work alone outside, hehe.

2011-11-03T21:39:00.001+08:00

Module's gonna end by end of this month, which means due date is nearer.Which also means more work, Im not kidding. This week, we complete like more than 10 presentations since lessons end next week.
I shall start doing the TAs manz and finish it before 14 nov, so I can complete the essay next.
Okay, work starts now, with awesome songs.
There are some things I would love to say out but the internet is so not a good place.

2011-10-30T02:06:00.001+08:00

Bridesmaids awesome.
I should sleep but I am not sleepy.
I wanna have company but I dont seem to have any right now.
I wanna eat pasta so bad.

2011-10-29T21:09:00.000+08:00

Alright TAs are done, now im left to do the number games as for this weekend.
And crap, my mood swings are really getting into me.Especially today, this sucks.
Should start finding pictures for my material making assg.
Shall watch online movie late thru the night(:

2011-10-27T19:51:00.000+08:00

oh, darn, back to school and TA starts accumulating already even after clearing during the break.
Okay su, dont complain, just do it.
Im hungry yet again.
I'm starting to get my moodswings.___.

2011-10-26T15:46:00.001+08:00

People with flu, you should take CLARINASE. The effect is awesome I'm telling you.
I was sneezing like crazy ytd , using so much tissue till late night. And today no more flu, just a different voice.wheeee!
Used to take it in the past when I had flu too(: But one box of clarinase is expensive.seriously, with 14 tablets inside only.
Seeing the kids tmr(:

2011-10-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hi flu,
why are you being so runny? why are you making my eyes teary?
Wow, I think my immune system has gone down down down. Got flu last month, and now this month.
Oh nooo
I hope I recover by tmr, I dont wanna miss attachment cos that means I would have to clock another 4 hours to replace it.

2011-10-20T20:15:00.001+08:00

I have the kids' school song in my head. They look so adorable when they do the actions while singing to their school songs. But hey, as adorable as they are, they are definitely cheeky.
I'll say, I have faced the naughty side of them already despite me starting attachment this week.And it's no joke.It is really exhausting. Chasing them to sit down and what not. But when they are good, they can be extremely good(:
Well, I really wanna be a good teacher and build a good rapport with all the kids.
Let's see if my opinion changes after a few months, HAHAHA! but I hope not. I adore the kids too much(:
OKAY BACK TO WORK.
Friday tmrrr! and no school till wed! Yea baby!

2011-10-17T22:35:00.002+08:00

Okay attachment starts tmr. Now thats when the real school pace starts.
I wanna know which group of kids I get.hehe.
As much as I am all excited, lecturers have been telling us not to think its always "rainbow" in class.True that, but I sure hope it goes well.
Okay, I should do another TA before things pile up.
PS: Bought 4 months worth of contact lens, baik perrr!

2011-10-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

Oh yeaaa! One assignment left for this week(: Tedious assignment though since I gotta make number games for 3 yr old and above.Anyhoos, that aside, I shall watch movie now(: whee, while the boy is sleeping at camp.Religious class tmr,cant wait!

2011-10-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

Since I was young, I honestly hate creativity.Well not exactly hate creativity but I always feel I dont have much creativity in me.I used to be able to run away from using my creativity but right now I cant. Pursuing my studies towards childhood sector, creativity has to come in handy. Like we have to keep thinking how we have to make the lesson or the game creative to keep the children engage with the activity.And now I have to unleash the creativity in me.Especially now since I gotta start cracking my brain for a fun Number games for the little kids. But honestly,Im looking forward to it. Haha!Happy weekends everyone!(:

2011-10-13T22:25:00.001+08:00

New laptop baby!Back to Dell again(:

2011-10-11T20:36:00.002+08:00

School has starts.
Assignment has already kick in. I mean well the deadline is far, but there is lots of stuff we gotta compile before the due date.Especially TA.Its basically lots of time management on my part. I do hope I stay consistent throughout.Hehe.
Wait I should, since attachment is starting next week.And yes, Im not expecting alot from stories I hear.Oh well.
I do hope I am far away from negativity.I really hope.
Alright off to do bits of my first TA.Till then(:

2011-10-06T22:00:00.001+08:00

Had pizza treat from the girls at work for lunch, hehe(: whee
Last day of work tmr
Meeting up with Ain after work for work farewell dinner.
And why is it that when I have so much fun at work only then Im leaving.Darn!
Oh well, enjoy why it last!

2011-10-05T21:59:00.002+08:00

Read Hazel's blog and look through last year's organiser.
I MISS JC LIFE alot alot.
On the side note, my new classmates seems fun, so lets hope all goes well for me!(:
I do hope we motivate each other like how 09S15 does(:
2 days left to work!
6 days to new school!
Hey you, I miss you;

2011-10-03T20:51:00.002+08:00

School Orientation was okay.Haha!
Classmates seems fun since we can talk to each other easily.
Got some of the books already.
First module-MATHS .____. like what! haha, but oh well it shouldnt be so bad I hope.
But there are definitely lots to do per module. No kidding man.Especially when they showed us the sample of how our resource file should look like.
Its a lil scary when they already inform us when our first practical test and assignment are due. SO FAST.
New school life for me here I come!

2011-10-03T11:02:00.002+08:00

Had lunch with these girls last friday at work.
As usual its chaotic with them around. Reminds me of those times when we have lunch together during CPF days and how we would plead Jennifer to put all of us lunch at the same slot, hehe.
Awesomely miss these girls.Thank god despite the many many months we havent met, we still talked like there is no tmr(:
Wheee.
Gonna go for school orientation soon. Wish me luck(:

2011-10-02T11:38:00.002+08:00

It's wierd he books in on saturday night.Sucks actually.
Field camp this whole week for him.___. not liking it.Darn
Why like thaaaaaaatttt!
Shall have movie marathon with myself.
Happy weekends everyone(:

2011-10-01T20:00:00.002+08:00

MINAH Gang!
JC Clique yaw<3
Finally all of us were free to meet up.
Talked about our current life, about our school life together.Make me miss JC more. Honestly, JC had been the best and the most fun as compared to secondary and primary school. Well of course minus the grades and all. But its definitely a place where we were bonded as a class in many ways. And definitely awesome teachers!
Next meet up in DEC!WHEE!
Got polaroids pics too! Thanks Aisyah!(:
PS: WARD ROUNDS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER BABY!WHEEE!<3
One more week to end of work anddddd two more weeks to school!

2011-09-29T23:05:00.001+08:00

Boy was extra sweet today(:
The littlest things you do always make me smile.

2011-09-27T22:00:00.002+08:00

I miss baking with my aunts, trying out the recipe, screwing it up and doing it again.
I wanna do macarons soon.Shall get the ingredients tmr(: well my only concern is the almond flour seriously.
I have roughly one and a half week to work left! Yes, but well, I think I would miss it since Im having fun with my colleagues, even the ward staffs, so yea.
But, I'm gonna start a new part of life soon, exciting much. I do hope I do well for it(: though I have got no idea what to expect, HAHAH!
Okay im off to see macaron recipe.
Oh cant wait for sat meet up with the minahs, nyehehehe

2011-09-22T20:37:00.002+08:00

So this week has been awesome(:
Meet up with fav girls ytd! Had lots of fun, definitely! Lots of laughing and catching up about ourselves and people around us.
Met up with Lifang today too! She fetched me from work, aww!<3 so touched! Had lots to catch up with her too since we havent met eversince we step out of JC, yup.That long.
I love catching up with close friends, especially when we rarely meet.
Well girls being girls, we definitely talk alot.hahah!
Syafiqah too made my day on monday with her random, sweet morning message.
So blessed to have awesome, loving girl friends around<3
And oh! new school called me up for school orientation! Thinking about new school just made me excited, since it has got to do with my passion, kids(:
Kiddos, here I come.HAHAH!
Alhamdulillah things are falling into place now, and I hope it continues(:

2011-09-16T21:35:00.002+08:00

HI AFIQA! ARE YOU READING THIS NOW!
Anyway, 3 more weeks to end of work and hello to new school.
Yes, I cant wait. I hope everything goes smoothly. I really hope so.
I have enough of work for half a year, I rather be a student, despite the homework and all that, HAHAH!
Anyway, saw awesome delicious looking macarons on the net, OMG! DAMN WOW LAA!
Some people really have talent for baking or create new food,amazing.
Okay, I got 2 episodes of Pretty Little Liars to watch, which I would watch after the first round of exam this coming sunday(:
Kay bye!

2011-08-31T21:41:00.001+08:00

Why are cramps so freaking painful?
Like seriously.
Cant take it man, somehow it makes me lose my appetite, which sucks.
I gotta wait till I heal from the cramps before I can eat my happy meal!
I so want the Hello Kitty watch): Shall wait for saturday to come, nyeheheh.

2011-08-26T23:17:00.001+08:00

Was looking forward to friday and Im glad its here(:
Wheeeeeee!
Okay thats it, I have to finish doing the last edit of sunday's presentation before heading out to grandma house tmr in the noon. Yes yes come on susu!
Gawd, Im just so lazy!

2011-08-22T22:18:00.002+08:00

I love my dad and his randomness.
Out of no where, he just sit on my bed with the Ipad, checking out FB and ask me why I never accept his friend request.
And me being me, I said how I see no point adding my own daddy.
And he frown to show how sad he was! HAHAH!
Daddy;s birthday coming sooon!

2011-08-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

This is the first time Im saying this.
I dont wanna go work tmr.
I'm just oh-so reluctant.
I cant wait for school to start in oct.
I wanna be around kids.I really do.
They are just oh so adorable.
And a cute 3 yr old boy totally made my day today.
I miss my kids in camp! I miss their little cute conversations during lunch.
Okay october, pls come soon!

2011-08-18T22:59:00.002+08:00

Just felt like saying this.
I have such awesome girl friends around me(:
I dont know how it would be like without them.You can get so much love from own your girl friends too!
You girls know who you are.YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU!ETC!
LOVE YOU GIRLS MANY MANY
xoxo;
Everyone needs to know they are appreciated!

2011-08-07T23:25:00.001+08:00

Best kids hugs ever.
Party with the kids was awesome!

2011-08-06T14:18:00.002+08:00

I wanna change the way I dress, well a little bit.
Prolly the scarf part, I see girls who pull of scarf in a new style, I wanna try it too.
They look so pretty in them man, darn
And yes I wanna wear heels. Not those super high one, those tiny ones first. Saw more pretty heels at New Look,I-SO-WANNA-GET-IT-BADLY! No kidding! The brown suede heels they fit me so nicely but why must you be so expensive.____.
Its every girls dream to look pretty in their own ways. I see my friends change and look way better than before (I'm talking about the girls), and I wanna change a tiny bit toooo.
But, sometimes Im just too lazy to make the change.(Right, serve me right)
Bought inner scarf online with mumsie! That shall be the first step to trying out something new.
Im blabbering.____. cos Im bored.Cos I have got nth better to do.
Fav baby girl's birthday party later, cant wait. Miss those babies too much(:
BYEEEEEEEEEE!
Seriously, you can sense how bored I am!

2011-08-03T22:26:00.001+08:00

Oh yeaa! Date with Ash finally! haha
see you tmr babe!sucks that Huichin cant make it, sheesh!
On the other hand, boy's going on fieldcamp till saturday.sigh, oh well!
Shall chill with my book(:

2011-08-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

Need to download more awesome songs, oh yea!
Got a new black flats since my fav were really in bad condition. Well they were mad comfy to wear all day long.Thanks love<3
Stock up some personal stuff.oh yea!
Okay I should sleep though Im not working this week.Gotta make sure my bodyclock aint screwed.
Till then!
xoxo

2011-07-31T22:30:00.002+08:00

I cant deny I miss having awesome colleagues like them above.
I miss going to work everyday smiling and saying "good morning" to everyone.I miss having happy and positive vibes around me.
I miss those hearty laughter we always have.
New workplace still feels new to me despite being there for nearly a month.
Really got to get used to it man.
Then again, I'm kinda glad I have one week break from work(:

2011-07-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA! im just too lazy to blog after work(:

2011-07-10T22:46:00.002+08:00

Work starts tmr! Pls let this job fill me up for 3 months before school starts!
And really, I do wish I meet awesome people, yea(:
New songs while travelling to new work place- CHECKED
Bag packed- CHECKED
Clothes to wear - UNCHECKED
Shall do it now(:
Im excited HAHA! omg, should sleep now.
Silly much;

2011-07-07T22:49:00.003+08:00

Got a new job, hehe! Starting monday.
Been out for the past 4 days.Window shop >interviews >window shop >interviews and yes eating too duh. Was satisfying all my craving oh yeaaa!<3<3<3 hehe
Since past 3 days were more of the places I wanna go, so today I got dragged to watch Transformers with him. Seriously, I had no interest in watching in, but hey its quite good. HAHA! I was damn engrossed in the show, no joke.
AND I CONCLUDE: PORSHE, LAMBO & FERRARI AND THE LIST GOES ON.OMG THEY ARE SUCH SEXY CARS, LIKE SERIOUSLY. I conclude their sexiness while watching the movie, HAHAHA!
Oh, yes! Had this cheap thrill moment with shortstuff when I met her in town. We tried so hard to get the ELMO toy, but to no avail. The ang moh kids got like 2 toys and both one try each, like wth. So we decide to try it to see if it was easy. It was not even easy ah!
Shall try again soon.Cheap thrills are fun if you dont do it often! hahaha!
Okay, gonna stay home next 3 days. Been out, im tired, muahahah

2011-07-04T02:29:00.001+08:00

Favourite girls!<3
PS: I like this picture most out of all the pictures, HAHAH!

2011-07-03T13:02:00.002+08:00

Dont feel like blogging anymore, haha.
K dramas.
Ice creams.
Brownies.
Food in general.
Finding a job.
Meet ups.
Yup, that should keep me occupied.
I miss my little kids, period.

2011-07-01T00:27:00.001+08:00

And suddenly, I dont wanna work.
I just wanna catch up with all the awesome dramas that are released.
But I need money to eat, shop, enjoy. waahhhh!
Okay , I should sleep!

2011-06-28T23:10:00.002+08:00

Awesome birthday surprise for Afiqa!
Her face was epic, oh yeaa!
Awesome day out with the girls!Hahah
Crap, I have got no more episodes of PLL to watch,ahhh!
I should try and sleep(:
Im off!

2011-06-26T23:52:00.003+08:00

Mum bought me a FOSSIL wallet! woo!
Thanks mum(: Shopping spree with the two of them was awesome, seriously.
Been watching Pretty Little Liars to fill up my time.
I gotta find a job before school starts in oct, but Im so lazy):
But I wanna shop.Haha.
Plan to stay home the whole week, oh yeaaa, save money, which I need to.
Should sleep now(:
I miss you;

2011-06-25T00:52:00.003+08:00

Aside from my previous post, there is a freaking season 4 for The Mentalist. Like what! They should anyway, the ending for season 3 really left lots of questions.
And and season 4 is only coming out like end of the year? .____. sheesh, Im curious right now ah!
Okay, gonna do smth now(:

2011-06-24T20:26:00.002+08:00

From one obstacle to another obstacle
I'm still far from what I wish to do
It's so close yet so far;

2011-06-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

Travis Garland is sexy (: haha!
Love his original song, oh yeaa. Hot abs too, no kidding.
Last lesson tmr, let's hope the class will be fun.
Today's class was okay, the kids really love the storytelling session. Can see they really enjoy themselves, haha. Laughing out loud.
And the kids were sneaky enough to ask about our fb name, haha!
Gotta thank mira for dragging time for class, really.Thanks babe <3
Gotta find a new job soon(:
The one month contract is gonna end!
As for now, I think I shall watch another episode of The Mentalist!

2011-06-20T19:04:00.003+08:00

Had a nice breakfast with sissy and army dood(:
Dental was awesome! I like the after effect!
Met up with colleague got some stuff for lessons tmr, then met up with mira for her class.
Met vic for timesheet. Important stuff are done , just left with 2 lessons.
I want my salary so I can shop, argh. haha
And you definitely know how to make me smile;

2011-06-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

Looking at tumblr posts and pictures entertains me alot, especially when I'm bored.
True that and I like it(:
Hungrrrryyyy!

2011-06-17T21:03:00.003+08:00

I'm so gonna be a superwoman looking at the TO DO LIST I gotta to do!
Omg,cant wait for my last religious exam to be over (have yet to study)
Science lesson with pri school kids to end on wed.
Settling of time sheet for work
Registering for school!
Oh yeaa!

2011-06-16T20:18:00.002+08:00

Some camp photos.Credits to Michelle leeee(:
Omg, tmr is the last day of camp. And only five of us are attending.Crap! I wanna take photo with each of my camp colleagues ):
Five facilitators, 155 kids, Im hoping its manageable man!

2011-06-16T19:18:00.002+08:00

One of the best holiday I've ever gone too.
The perfect place to see the sunset.
Awesome dining along the beach, near the mountain, beside their pretty rice terraces.
The food was awesome throughout the 4 days.
Best tour guide.
Cheap stuff though I bought only 2 maxi dresses. Badly wanted to buy more but not enough time.Best part I bought the maxi dresses at less than ten bucks each! Yea baby!
Watch their cultural performances.
Watched and scream when monkey comes near us.
Haha!
Now I know why Bali can be one of the perfect places for honeymoon.hahah!(:

2011-06-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

On holiday tmr till thursday baby!(:
Bali here I come!
Gonna miss everyone!
See you love<3

2011-06-11T22:47:00.001+08:00

Out of nowhere, I miss the blasting of music in the hall and everyone singing to the songs while doing camp prep work.Haha
Old songs on replay baby!

2011-06-11T09:18:00.002+08:00

Found the right place for my future(:
happyyyy much!
[updated]
I think I revise for tmr's exam already.just need to memorize, hehe!
I miss my fav kids from camp gawd.
Its funny how during every camp, all of us would just choose who would be our "sons" and "daughters" for that particular camp, hehe! I've got a few. adorable much!
I wanna go on a holiday soon.
I wanna shop and eat like non stop.
And seriously, I got to gain a lil bit more cos I look a lil skinny.
Out with grandparents just now. Told my plans to grandpapa, and he really did made me smile(: I mean despite my A level results, but he is still optimistic abt how I plan my future. I guess I'm making his dream come true indirectly.
Awww!<3
PS: My grandparents apparently love coffeebean! HAHAHA!

2011-06-10T20:48:00.002+08:00

Favourite babies of the week(:
They totally made me end the week happily(:
Its sweet that although I only talked to them for half an hour, they acknowledge me every single time they see me. Its nice to be called "teacher su" haha
Sad that Im not gonna join the rest of the camp with these bunch of kids.
Had a damn cute convo with them.

one of the kids: see you on monday teacher su!
me: oh I wont see you on mon & tues. i'm going on holiday
kids: whyyyyy! you go holiday with your boyfriend right!
me: no no and (i started laughing)
kids: teacher su, you dont go holiday, you go camp with us
me: aww i cant
And they started giving me a group hug!
Gawd, they are damn cute bunch of kids(:

2011-06-08T19:14:00.003+08:00

Money is such a hassle.
Gawd! Seriously :|
I wanna shop so badly.
I really hope I get into the uni I wanted, I mean the modules are really where my interest lies in.But the cost is the BOMB man!
[updated]
Alright and so I decide I should study a lil bit today. and major study tmr onwards.Shall finish studying by sat morning so I can meet that dude.haha!
Ice cream anyone?

2011-06-07T23:46:00.001+08:00

I cant drag myself to study really!
Gonna sleep now.
I wanna go on ice cream spree again(:

2011-06-06T19:45:00.001+08:00

Just checked my sample exam questions for this weekend.
The questions are no joke man.
Crap, I really need to study for this module, oh noooo!

2011-06-03T20:23:00.001+08:00

Korean boy!(: Haha! There you go Aisyah!(:
Kids for 2nd run! Didnt join them on the last day.sad much!(:
The crazy weekday is over! yea baby!
Symposium tmr!(:

2011-06-02T00:16:00.001+08:00

I freaking finish doing the crime scene though it doesnt even look really nice.
But oh well, it was a last minute anyway(:
First lesson tmr! hope it goes well!
Im off to sleep.

2011-05-31T22:45:00.002+08:00

Done packing up for thurs & fri lessons!
Better do it early before Im just plain lazy to do anything.
And the twins got soo fascinated by how I pack the stuff for my students, which apparently gave Haziqah an inspiration to be a teacher,HAHA! Big dreams lil sis!
Anyhoos, visited CPF just now after camp since some of them leaving today, and insisted I come,so I did.
Fun times despite them working!(: Had a nice talk with awesome ex colleagues(: woo! Great time catching up with Sham too since I havent been free to talk to her since I left.
I miss the company really. Everytime I visit and I talk to each of them, I can still feel the bond I once had when Im working.Now thats awesome!
Awesome people, awesome day!
And I had a super cute conversations with some of the kids during their lunch break! Which ended up with full of laughter!
Last run for me tmr!(: before the final decision!

2011-05-30T20:20:00.003+08:00

Gonna have a busy week ahead from tuesday till sunday.
Kids cultural camp, Forensic experiment lessons at CDAC, religious class talks on weekends.
Busy week here I come. At least time will past(:
And it will definitely occupy me up while he's at fieldcamp.
Im off to pack worksheets for science lesson!

2011-05-29T22:45:00.003+08:00

Spend my money away, im sooo screwed.
Brought grandpa to the optician, and he look damn cute on the specs you gotta wear so that the optician knows what is the most suitable degree for you. Damn cute(: Everyone was practically laughing at him.
Gotta travel to changi for work tmr, and if only it was camp): It wont be that far.
Boy's going on a camp fieldtrip this week, no phonecalls for the next five days.
I sure hope marathon on THE MENTALIST would keep me occupied after work.heheh!
Gotta find a school for myself:/
Hardest thing ever, well not really if Im patient, HAHA!
Gawd I should sleep, im oh so sleepy and mira is not replying what time we should meet tmr!

2011-05-28T23:01:00.002+08:00

It feels great when you know your future has been carved out for you.
No one wants to be left hanging not knowing what to do next. I mean sometimes there are just too many different choices, but you are just torn between what is best for you and your future.
That is definitely how I feel.
I just want to be somewhere where I will just feel secure when I advanced from one stage to another.
Alright, I type a whole chunk but I just deleted it, cos its just way too exposing abt my life, hahah!
Dear god, please show me the path thats best for me.
I love my kids, miss them much much! They really made me smile despite being tired(:

2011-05-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

So mus kinda help me fix my blogger, woo!
Here are some photos of "my" kids!
Look how happy they are when we ask them to CHEESEEE for the camera.Haha

2011-05-28T10:31:00.001+08:00

Im pissed because i cant sign in into my blogger account through my laptop
I wanted to post pictures of the kids laaaaa.
Damn you

2011-05-26T19:12:00.002+08:00

Aloha everyone(:
Haha, today's camp was abt Hawaii! Booya, so the flower lei and the drums.
Totally played the Hawaiian beat today infront of the little kids(:
The kids were sooo adorable, haha.
And honestly, I think my bright cardigan attract kids, since two kids were playing with my cardigan when I was either sharing them abt hawaii or asking them to dance.
Sweet bunch too!
Okay, im done bye!
EH MIRA ITS UPLOADED!

2011-05-22T17:48:00.002+08:00

Hi
I miss you;
Alright! Monday tmr! Work starts tmr!
I just feel like drinking and eating non stop at work seriously.
Art cells here I come.
I dont know what to wear tmr!

2011-05-21T22:14:00.002+08:00

Pardon me for my bad "tudung" day. Haha! So why i might look wierd in the photos.
EH MINAHS! HERE ARE THE PHOTOS!
Had fun today! LOVE YOU BOTH MANY MANY!

2011-05-21T10:18:00.002+08:00

Was looking at KTM trip photo.
I miss grandma suddenly.
Haha!

2011-05-20T20:45:00.003+08:00

Getting a lil more sociable at work with new people around.
Laughed at how our art work turn out.Haha.
Met up with the girls at coffeebean for a while since they were around the corner.
Camwhore with hazel photobooth.HAZEL UPLOAD IT SOON COS I WANT IT!
Home.Oh yeaa!
Meeting up with Amira and Aisyah tmr! Finally! "Minahs" outing!
Cant wait.

2011-05-19T20:48:00.003+08:00

I enjoy my life now! Yea baby!
Im finally starting to feel the satisfaction from my new job. And so I came to conclusion that if Im desperate for a job, there is a high chance I will not like it and not last long. Been there done that.
Eversince secondary school, I have always wanted to work with kids, so now its a good time to see if my passion and interest leans towards working with kids. Cant wait for the day camp to start.
Been preparing since monday for the camp.Cutting, folding, pasting.Its funny how I dislike art and craft but yet Im doing it, for the kids.So lets hope it turns out good(: Oh yea.
Well if my passion for kids really bloom, I might as well further my studies according to my passion. Well people would usually comment "preschool teachers dont earn so much, so why work that job?"
To me, passion is more important than anything else. I mean I do know some people would beg to differ.Cos its the money thats much of a concern in this current society.
But I have tried from the few months of job experience, sometimes when I work just cos of the money, I get no happiness from it as compared to job such as Customer service at cpf- its pretty low salary but it brings much happiness.So to me thats important.
Well who knows, my views change when I mature(: hehe.
I've got this strong feeling that somehow with my job experiences currently and my A levels result, im getting closer to how I should carve my future path.
Thank God for all the people around me(: Really opened my mind alot!
i got much more to type but I shall stop, hehe!
PS: Oh yea, had fun disturbing him thru the phone, awesome!

2011-05-18T20:25:00.002+08:00

As much as the twins are annoying, they can be damn cute.Like this convo.
Hakimah: Kak ela, I win smth from school, but haziqah never.

Me: Haziqah, why nv win eh?
Haziqah: My drawing very nice but I missing one paper.
Me: what happen to the paper?
Haziqah: I lost it.
Hakimah: NOO, you never lost it! She fold into paper aeroplane and fly it.
Me: *stares at Haziqah
Haziqah: hehe, I fold into aeroplane *runs off dinner table.

Anyway, Its like art and craft time at work.No kidding, its gonna stretch till before the real camp starts! Haha.

2011-05-17T21:19:00.001+08:00

Virgin Trip taking the KTM Train was hilarious and chaotic! No kidding.
Go JB, and all we did was eat and go home! Hahah

2011-05-16T09:14:00.001+08:00

Work starts at twelve and Im bored now .___.
Short trip to malaysia with family and cousins tmr! Cant wait. I wanna eat Baskin Robbins!oh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Im forever hungry, sheesh.
Should i trim my hair? yes? no?

2011-05-15T20:49:00.002+08:00

I need to start thinking which would be the best path for me and my capabilities.
Sometimes I feel that I just set goals just way too high for myself that in the end I achieve nothing.
I decide that Im gonna move on with life even if my path is different from others.
Whatever to society's expectation seriously.For the past few months I have seen people who doesnt reach society's expectation and still suceed in life.
In my opinion, all kinds of stereotypes should really vanish? why? cos all in all, everyone is still the same , human beings living in a different environment.
And for me, I couldnt care less what people is gonna think of me, just so long I have my loved ones to support me all the way!<3 Booya!
Its funny how sometimes the things that you wish doesnt happen, happens to you more than things that you badly wish would happen.
For me, thats how things are. The more I dont want it to happen, the more it happens.And when it does, I experience things I thought I wont experience.
Okay, enough of all these, heh!
Time to do some work despite me feeling tired!
toodles!
First day of work tmr! Booya!