Time to count my blessings.
Time to appreciate to those who always stood by me during my weakest moment.
Time to love those around me more for they have been there when I need them.
Thank god for my bestfriends, my CPF colleagues, Junxian, esther, my classmates, my cousin, my family and etc.<3
I'll be stronger tmr;

Don't wanna study. Omg this is bad.
Sissy is asleep, I feel so alone manz though she is right beside me.
Sometimes I feel I lie to myself too much, tsk tsk.

Oh the tests of life that has been given to me.
Patience, lots of patience.
Walking away from all these tests seems to be the best idea ever, but then I wont learn anything from it if I just give it up.
What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Oh yea it does.
Don't want to bother about it anymore. Too tired. heh.

I want to wear braces.
My jaws are not align correctly that you can hear the "crack" sound when I open my mouth wide.HAHA!

Sometimes I wish I had this kind of talent where children would listen to me instantly.
As much as I love the kids, they do get me frustrated when they play around with me when I'm being all serious.
They say it takes years to be a good teacher, but I really wanna do well for my attachment exam by the end of the month.
Okay, got so much to rant, but I just cant put it in words.

Cultural module so tedious. Lots of memorising and knowing extra knowledge.
I thought being a pre school teacher is easy, its so not since kids are damn smart at a young age. Proven. I'm amazed by my kids, tsk tsk.
Okay, time to chill then lets do a lil work, I hope.
Doing 5 length presentations since just now is such a big achievement. Oh yeaa! Go me!(:

Alright, no more upcoming hols for feb.
Time to focus on school! Let's go!

It's time to channel my energy to more major things like my school and future career.
Gonna leave some matter to Allah, cos only he knows what's best for me.
I do hope I am able to channel my energy to the right things.

Maybe I shouldn't fall too deep into it.
Gotta guard what's mine.
It's gonna be hard, but let's try this.
Gotta love myself much more(:

Right now, all I am wishing is that things get better. Like really. Some matters do pull me down to the bottom and here I am trying to pull myself up again. It's never easy to get away from all the negative thoughts which haunts you at night.